
In fifth grade, my class
laughed at my drawing. I felt the first sting of rejection; the
drawing was me, the artist. Time melted in art rooms, studios,
or outdoors, wherever I was working.
After college, I tried to
forget all the tenets of Abstract Expressionism that now were
meaningless. With six children, I had little time and no money.
My pencil and small sketchbook went everywhere, figure drawing
at night and observing nature during the day. I never lost the
foundation of abstraction but was layering it with connections
to the world around me.
Etching was my first graphic
medium. I studied with Deborah Cornell at the Experimental Etching
Studio, the first print cooperative in Boston. On the basis of
my portfolio, I was offered a part-time job teaching etching
at Wheaton College in Norton, Massachusetts with Vaino Kola.
He suggested I get a Master of Fine Arts degree. My children
were all in school so I had a sliver of time. At the Museum School
I focused on lithography. At Tufts University, prominent women
art historians, Madeline Caviness, Medievalist introduced me
to medieval manuscript; Elizabeth Swinton an Orientalist, brought
old Japanese books to my attention. Their influence later appeared
in my work.
For my MFA exhibition, I
needed solitude to create a body of work so I left my home for
Monhegan Island, Maine. Here I drew alone for weeks. These drawings
formed the basis for the lithographs shown at this exhibition.
Later, the Mac Dowell Colony offered solitude but with an important
difference. I met composers, writers and other visual artists.
My dinner conversations with a poet led to my first artists’ book.
Those were busy years, teaching
part-time, attending graduate school, and shuffling my adolescents
into college. I continued to teach studio courses for twelve
years at Wheaton. Soon my own ideas demanded more attention;
it was time to leave for my own studio.
Working on paper is a
wide-open field. Two different projects can be in process simultaneously;
one project (artists’ book) takes over a year to complete
while a collage is complete in a month. In the studio, boredom
is non-existent.